Fat Everywhere!

A fat girl's blog.

theresatractorinmyballs asked: hey, i like your blog. I've always been overweight, and its starting to catch up to me. doctor says i'll be diabetic before i'm 25 (22 now) if I don't do something. Getting a lot of skin tags from chafing. I'm vegetarian (goin 8 years strong now), and it makes me sad when doctors say I need to diet, because all I eat is vegetables already. its like, shit man what else can i do? exercising sucks. any advice?

I recently took up a vegetarian diet myself! I am growing increasingly worried about my health as I’ve been chubby my whole life, but now I’m actually fat and lead a very unhealthy life. So yeah, my first steps are to change my diet and once I warm up to it and get used to it I’m going to begin regular exercise. we seem to share the same issue with physical activity- it does seem to suck. Getting yourself motivated to be sweaty and out of breath can be a struggle, trust me I clearly know! unfortunately it’s very necessary. diabetes is nothing to fool around with. I suggest forming a habit of going for 20-30 minute walks a few times a week and slowly doing more from there. if you have the funds, definitely look into going to a gym. I have a lot of fun at gyms because there is so much to try out and then you find a good balance of cardio and strength training. all it takes is 5 times of forcing yourself to get up and exercise- once you do that, you actually start wanting to work out! it becomes fun :) beyond that are plenty of other little things you can do- jumping jacks during commercials, run up and down your stairs a couple of times, park further from entrances, etc. I hope this helped! 

if you can pinch an inch?
what if you can grab a flab? ;p

bigsamsydes asked: hey there :), you are beautiful btw and love your tats :) xx

Thank you so very much! It means a lot. :)

Just wanted to say hello to everyone who has started following me :)

Going out today. My outfit is fully thrifted! shoes included, but not pictured.

Not sure how I’m feeling today. I have a lot on my mind. Normally this would mean plenty of emotional eating, but I want to find new ways to cope with my stress.

Today has been a fairly healthy day. I’ve had two fresh, homemade smoothies, snacked on some baby carrots and a sugar-free vanilla pudding…
I need to start planning meals so the whole not eating enough doesn’t continue. it also leads to night time binges.

Next week when I have the funds to grocery shop I’ll do some planning. I want to be eating 3 healthy meals a day with snacks in between. I’ll get there.

I’m making fettucini alfredo for dinner tonight.

Not sure how I’m feeling today. I have a lot on my mind. Normally this would mean plenty of emotional eating, but I want to find new ways to cope with my stress.

Today has been a fairly healthy day. I’ve had two fresh, homemade smoothies, snacked on some baby carrots and a sugar-free vanilla pudding…
I need to start planning meals so the whole not eating enough doesn’t continue. it also leads to night time binges.

Next week when I have the funds to grocery shop I’ll do some planning. I want to be eating 3 healthy meals a day with snacks in between. I’ll get there.

I’m making fettucini alfredo for dinner tonight.

The double chin.

I’ve been battling this bad boy for a few years now. It’s a struggle to accept sometimes. Right now if I could have it my way, I wouldn’t have it.

And that’s the thing- I can have it my way. I have the power to get rid of it. I don’t have to try and disguise it in angled photos or beneath scarves. All of the effot I put into hiding it, I could be using positively to actually remove it.

I have never taken photos like these. Nothing about my body makes me more insecure than the excess fat around my chin, neck, and upper chest. I want to change that. I want to be confident. I don’t want to hide anymore just because I’m fat.

So hi, double chin! Welcome to the party. I will work hard to accept you as part of my beautiful self. But if in the process I am successful in getting rid of ya, well, nice knowin’ ya.

Today’s lunch :)

raspberry-blueberry-blackberry and honey greek yogurt smoothie and a vegetarian taco with veggie crumbles, tomatoes, and sour cream

It’s supposed to get really nice and warm out today. Hoping to go for a walk later.
Tonight I’m going over to a friend’s for ladies chef night (recent tuesday tradition) and we’ll be making broccoli cheddar soup! pictures later I’m sure.

Today’s lunch :)

raspberry-blueberry-blackberry and honey greek yogurt smoothie and a vegetarian taco with veggie crumbles, tomatoes, and sour cream

It’s supposed to get really nice and warm out today. Hoping to go for a walk later.
Tonight I’m going over to a friend’s for ladies chef night (recent tuesday tradition) and we’ll be making broccoli cheddar soup! pictures later I’m sure.

I’m a very inactive individual. Some days I’ll only be on my feet for 30 minutes total, if that. Others are better, but still. Part of it comes from my depression, I believe. Even things I seemingly want to get up and do I can’t muster the energy for. I lack motivation much of the time.

I’m trying to come up with ways to get myself out of the house on days where I’d rather hide in my dark bedroom.

One thing that came to mind was picking flowers. I enjoy crafts (when I’m not completely apathetic) and came up with the idea to make pressed flower keychains. It’s just a matter of picking flowers and placing them in snap-open plastic photo frame keychains. Anyway, it motivated me to walk around my neighborhood last week and enjoy a beautiful day.

This morning when I woke up it was cold and snowy, but now the sun is out and all of the snow has already melted and I’m conflicting with myself as to whether or not I should go for a walk.

Laziness consumes me when it’s a warm bed vs cold air. I had spaghetti for brunch and nachos as an early supper. Thus the desire to learn to live healthier.

And here’s my avatar picsha.

And here’s my avatar picsha.